I was abandoned by the love I talked about for four years, and I just married a guy with a pockmark on his face, he was very nice to me

time:2022-10-02 04:59:32 source:chloeaktas.com author:A solitary woman
I was abandoned by the love I talked about for four years, and I just married a guy with a pockmark on his face, he was very nice to me

There is an old saying, "You don't choose food when you're hungry, you don't choose clothes when you're cold, you don't choose a road when you're in a hurry, and you don't choose a wife when you're poor," so my husband is not the one I love. It was 2019. In my senior year, I broke up with my boyfriend of eight years. Because he was going to the United States, I begged him to stay and told him that I couldn’t live without you. Please don’t abandon me. But he went his own way and resolutely left without taking a cloud with him. At that time, I couldn't sleep all night, and I opened my eyes every day and waited for the dawn, and I was in excruciating pain. I committed suicide by drinking pesticides, but after waiting for a long time, nothing happened. It turned out that I bought fake medicines. I went to the agricultural materials store to ask the teacher to ask for the guilt. The bottle of pesticide was 36 yuan. They paid me 360 ​​yuan tenfold, and so did I. I took it; then I jumped from the fifth floor, I was hung on the tree and struggled for a long time, I slipped down from the tree, but I scratched a little skin; later I chose to jump to the Kongmujiang River , People who have never swam before, I didn't expect that after drinking a few sips of water, I would kick my hands and feet around, and I could swim by myself, and I swam to the shore. As a result, I was scared half to death, it turned out that I was afraid of death. When I thought about it, there were only three things. Since God wouldn't let me die, I should forget about it, right? So I live strong. But I just can't sleep and live in pain every day. After graduating, I tried my best to prepare for the exam, and I did the questions, and I was admitted to the municipal civil servant. The benefits of the unit are very good, everything is made, washing powder, shampoo, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, oil consumption, and almost no daily necessities in life. I saw envious glances from my classmates. Although some of them work in Unilever, Tencent, and Alibaba, and their wages are much higher than mine, they work overtime every day. I still envy me. I think God is still kind to me. Although I have been deprived of my love, my job is very good, and I have an easy income and a status in society. Now that I have left my lover, it doesn't matter who I marry, Zhang San, Li and Si Wang Da Zi are all the same to me. At that time, my aunt introduced a leader of their unit to me. She was a director of the Market Quality Supervision and Administration Bureau. But if you don't look carefully, you can't see it. I'm short-sighted, and I was too embarrassed to stare at him on a blind date, so I didn't care about his pockmarks. I have no problem with him, so I married him. To be honest, the first time I saw him, I felt that he looked quite pleasing to the eye, and it was him! Instead of chasing the person I can never reach, it is better to accept the person around me who seems to be doing well. In fact, it doesn't matter whether you like it or whether you are suitable or not. The most important thing is to be loved by a man. I became the director's wife, and everyone will flatter me in the future. I enjoy it very much. There are still many people who ask me to do things, but I never agree. I don't care about my husband's affairs. . In the second year of marriage, I gave birth to a son, and I cultivated my son every day. My husband has a cold nature. People ask him to do things, but he never agrees. Over time, relatives and friends complain quite a bit, saying that his face will change when he is wide, and he will change his face when he becomes an official. But when everyone said he was putting on airs and said he was not good, I was against it, because he was very nice to me, and I thought he was a good person. Sometimes I ask him, I say your uncle's son is in the army, thinking of your unit, why don't you help? He said you thought this company was run by your family? He has to rely on his own ability to come in. Now is not the time to rely on relationships. Besides, if I go to build relationships all day long, who will obey me? I have nothing to say, my husband is right, nowadays, everyone is a reporter, everyone is a commentator, and a mobile phone is a weapon. As an official, if you are a little selfish, you will be killed in minutes. It's still good for officials to be honest. My brother opened a small grocery store. That day, he sold a piece of bread that expired one day, and he was reported by someone. My brother called my brother-in-law. The brother-in-law is the director of the Market Quality Supervision Administration. When the brother-in-law's net turned aside, he mercilessly fined him 30,000 yuan. He said I hope you understand that if someone reports this matter, they have to act according to the rules. As a result, the younger brother was fined 30,000 yuan for selling expired food. My brother hung up the phone in anger, and he was a lot colder to me in the future. I don't think my husband handled this matter wrongly. He couldn't violate the rules and regulations of the unit in order to protect his shortcomings. People just have to walk righteously and sit upright, so that people will be able to speak their minds. It's not easy to be an official now. I often have to go down to check on work, have meetings at night, and work overtime. Or I am more relaxed, basically a newspaper, a cup of tea, answering the phone, making a few reports, and the day goes by. I am very interested in my son's education now, and I think about these things every day, and it feels like the day goes by quickly. This is how life is. The starting point is the mother's womb, and you come in crying, reluctantly. The scenery in the middle is the most important! Life is hectic and busy, you just sing and I come on stage, in fact, it is just to pass the time, after all people die, you can only wear so much, use so much, so don’t be too entangled in life, there is no need to work hard, have a sense of composure, Be happy, be happy and be safe.

(Responsible editor:Girl)

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